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| I never noticed until just now, that I do not talk to anyone anymore.
And realizing this made me unhappy.
I can tell my connection with people is slipping away.
Soon I really will not have anyone to talk to at all except the people I encounter.
Though of course it is because I have not really been putting much effort into it, sadly, and
Sadly I feel like I am becoming tired of talking to people now.
I am kinda tired of people in general.
But especially with all the technology now, all my messages are send and wait for reply.
That's hardly "talking" or even having a conversation at all [texting, facebook]
And I am not really on AIM as much.
When I am on AIM, I only talk to maybe four people anyways.
And they are not on a lot.
But even when I do talk to someone face to face, it's usually very short.
"Hey, what's up"
"Nothing much"
"How are you?"
"I'm good"
....
I do not remember the last time I had a conversation with someone that lasted more than 10 minutes.
My phone call list is even sadder.
The last phone call I received was from my mother on Tuesday. The last time I had a phone call that lasted a minute was 11/28.
I only had one last 8 minutes on 11/27.
Before that, 9 minutes on 11/21
Everything else in between was less than 2 minutes.
My phone will not go back further than 11/21.
My writing skills are poor as well.
I feel sad.
Sad about the world.
Sad about humans.
Sad about myself.
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| I get to go home December 9th!
Just 9 more days~
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
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| Living with mostly guys is pretty new to me.
Even in my household, there are four girls who live there.
Living in the dorms made me realize,
Guys really are jerks.
I mean, I've known that but wow.
The only jokes I hear are of putting each other down, playing a game for superiority.
and picking on a kid in our hall [ Though he does have a problem. He's an attention whore, and a compulsive liar]
And even though the kid [ oh I say kid too because he's really short] is a bit annoying, it's not that hard to ignore him.
Sometimes, my suite mates trying to piss him off annoys me more.
It's not just the picking on the kid though, what they say to each other even is pretty bad.
Funny though, cause actually I think it's mainly just my one roommate who's creating all this war of words.
I think he definitely has a superiority complex xD
He brags about having been accepted to Harvard, MIT and UVA.
Like even right now, they're fucking with someone else's facebook.
Really?
Is it that entertaining?
Realizing this has put me in melancholy.
It even makes me dislike society even more.
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| I miss going on my roof and looking up at the stars~
Anyways, last night I went out at like 2am to for the Leonid meteor shower.
I only got to see one really bright one, but that's okay cause I got to enjoy the lovely night sky <3
It was pretty clear out and Fredericksburg isn't as light polluted as NOVA
So, I got to see more stars than before :D
This makes me really want to go out to the mountains, or countryside so I can just spend my nights outside looking up at the stars
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